Day 115 (No Huel, No Food)
Food Intake: will Chrisjeffy be able to eat anything today? Stay tuned to find out!
- AAAAAAND the answer was a big grand NOWT. Killmeeeeeee (0kcal…)
Activity: (1906kcal out)
- 8806 steps
- Oh gawd I haven’t hit under 54 before, but I lowkey wish I didn’t? I can FEEL my muscles atrophying. I feel constantly lethargic. I feel a bit like death. I’m dehydrated and thirsty. I want to be able to eat food or at least drink Huel without choking because I can’t swallow.
- ED Recovery: in the past, ED would’ve jumped at the opportunity to lose weight and be forced not to eat…but now I honestly just want to get better and resume normal life. I want to be able to eat. I want to be able to move. I want to be able to enjoy challenges and fun times and going out with my friends even if it means potentially overeating. I don’t want to be sick. I don’t want to lose muscle. Losing weight isn’t the utmost important thing in life.
- This is miserable I’m starving.